Well I think the horrible feelings are over considering I feel absolutely fantastic. Note to self: Avoid wasps at all costs. And I'm starting to feel chatty again. All very good signs. I'll be studying up on line weights from older animation stills since I want very subtle lines and not super blocky lines in lineart. Then hopefully tackle those sketches again with the advice given to me all those months ago. =V Yeah I take forever with certain things but it's for a good reason. It's to get rid of any bad habits before jumping back into it. I have a lot of bad habits to break when it comes to drawing. I modified the tablet settings to fit my heavy handedness, and so far it is working out. I can get subtler lineart just by making scribbles. It didn't want to work as well in Vista for some reason. Or maybe it was because I had minimum RAM, don't know the real reason but it makes me happy it's working.
Also, my living dex is complete as of August 2014. This is the first time since Sapphire I completed a Pokedex, and with all the event legendaries. So excited and time to start over again with the next three event legendaries and whatever generations come out next. Wooo never ending collecting.